Before you start noticing and panicking right away; no, I'm not changing my -let's call it- blog language back to English. Not at all. However, sometimes my mind is just stuck. I mean, I'm studying in English, and during exam time, everything I read is in English. Result? My mind changes to English and I can't properly write in Dutch. So yeah, hey, here I am again people, Stella writing in English.
What it feels like? Nostalgia all the way. Ha, joke. I'm curious if people perceive my English as improved. Or just as bad. Or just as normal. I hate normal. Sometimes I like normal, I'd like to be normal sometimes. For example now, I don't feel normal. Why? Because I just ate two bowls of yoghurt and sugary granola, both in a time period of half an hour. Guilty as charged.
Or, I'm "Snapchatting" the most ugly selfies to a friend of mine, who can actually read this now considering I'm writing in English. I mean, when I look at myself via my iPhone camera, I'm like "How can I still be walking around without being caught and brought to as ZOO". Seriously, such great self-esteem.
For the Dutchies out there, no. No. No, I am not using Google Translate right now, as it might surprise you. Now that I'm studying in English though, I have the feeling that everyone thinks my English is perfect, flawless. Trust me, it is not. Sometimes I'm talking to my friends and I can't even sufficiently talk anymore. I'm puking letters, hoping that a word will be constructed. Never happens, keep on dreaming.
So, I'm tired of typing now. I've been typing for a while already because I have to prepare three different topics for my final debating exam on Friday. I hope I will get to defend the fact that gay couples should be allowed to adopt a child. Because I can be really passionate about that one.
Stay with me people, my Dutchy self will be back tomorrow. Or sometime.
Sweet chaotic (?) kisses,